Poetry: "The Thought of the Bounder" by Katy Leigh Foster

 Thought of the Bounder

And when they had bound Him, they led Him away and delivered Him to Pontius Pilate the governor. Matthew 27:2 NKJV

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Rope and orders to “Bound the man!”

He likened some lordship, yet . . .

held out his hands.

 

Quick glance his eyes struck me

and waned my strength bleak. This weak man

could see my grief.

 

I resisted and hid my lost eyes so wretched

To his hands. To his hands!

His hands outstretched.

 

The rope ‘round his wrists were taut and restrained.

“For all those things—all --

My hand has made.”

 

The silent words droned my mind and won’t fade,

 “These hands are yours, God,

I now degrade?”

 

I touch not his hands, his fingers, his skin

For just a brush

Sends a tremble within.

 

“Make fists!” is silent and strained in my throat

I could hold or grip, but

Might I not let go?

 

Done with knot tight, I stare down in awe.

What sickness, what disease

Empowers pride? withdrawal?

 

These hands – can they cover my shame and my sin?

Healing, forgiving.

New life again?

 

But I earned this position,

so detached I stand.

Despite hunger forward to take His hand.

 

And now it’s too late! He’s taken away

And pushed to walk

To his death. To dismay.

 

Thoughts of His hands, how they heal, leave me, please!

To a Cold heart I retort

And give the pain ease.

 

The Creator of all that exist still stands.

And I, enslaved, bounded His hands.